I truly believe that inspiration most often comes when you are:
Bored + Thinking of someone out there + Insomnia
Sometimes it makes me wonder why girls love to deny so much. When I told she-who-shall-not-be-named how pretty she is, she reacted as if she’s allergic to it. When I told her she’s cute, she reacted as if I was the first person to say the word “cute”. Am I THAT untrustworthy? Ha!
You know, few girls don’t look so attractive when you first look at them. But by time, these girls look better when you get used to their faces; and it makes you really curious and have the “urge” to look longer…. or stare longer. Ms. She-who-shall-not-be-named is one of them.
Speaking of good looks, some people look good simply because they are beautiful. However, some other people like Ms. She-who-shall-not-be-named, look good because they have charisma. Some other time too, it’s not about how a person does make-up or something similar, but it can also be because of how the person express themselves, how they behave, or simply their attitude.
Aha, my iTunes know me best. It now plays Usher – OMG… and wait.. I hear something:
“Baby let me love you down… there’s so many ways to love you.”
Hmm.. some people are just so adorable. Sometimes, the things I don’t like about her makes me love her more. I guess, when love is multiplied by the feeling of long for THAT person, the effect is pretty… dangerous? We look at the world upside-down… maybe.
“…sexy from the head to the toes…”
Oh, and the word “sexy” does not necessarily mean sexually attractive, but it could mean “attractive” or “appealing”, too. Yes, her hair is a bit of a mess sometimes, but I love the smell of her hair, as well as the wavy nature of her hair. Her eyes may be the prettiest eyes I have ever seen in my life. I feel like fainting when she looked at me with her naughty look #ahem. Moreover, I love how the shape of her nose and her lips goes together; and she has that Megawatt-smile that would cheer me up anytime. Oh, some may think she’s a little too short, but F*ck that. Height doesn’t matter; proportion does.
As I am getting sleepy, I will quote Laura Pausini’s It’s not goodbye:
“I will just have to believe, somewhere out there you’re thinking of me..”
Oh well.. I miss her so much. What I can do is to cherish the moment I spent with her; not to mention the hugs, the love, and the kisses.
Am I in love? Hell yes!

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